shut up!

I know huh? Freaking out aren'tchya?

You would not believe the ride, EVER!!!!!!

I am Back! I have soo much to say, so much to show you....

I'll start w/ the basics....

I am down 160 lbs in 9 months, down 7 sizes.... 3 shoe sizes...... 4 cup sizes......3 ring sizes.... You know I could go on forever but bottom line I am ALIVE! My hair fell out for 4 months and it sucked hard core, but it has stopped and now I am waiting for it to go back!

I have to get pictures off the cam onto here via fredmyers foto department something still wrong w/ downloading from cam to laptop. Drag man.....

But here are a few on my daughters cam!

where oh where has my little blog gone?

Oh My My Oh hell yeah...

I am ALIVE... I am 83 pounds lighter and in our new house!

I know.. 9 weeks out from surgery AND 83 lbs.. shut up!

I miss miss miss all of you... Pictures and action to come......

I can't wait to read all of your blogs... misses ans kisses ~M~

AND, it begins....

A few of my favorite pictures of last summer....

Josh "falling" jumping out of the boat~ Oh yeah Glacier water... BURRRRR

Another bear shot, trying to catch a salmon...The Kenai River, our favorite bend in the river

Oz last spring in the wonderful sun, green grass.....

Daisies make me happy....

I am sorry for being stealth for the last week.. I can't even begin to explain...... I go to Anchorage tomorrow for the beginning.. Not sure exactly what it's the beginning of at this point... Just glad to be leaving for a few weeks.... I am sick inside to leave Oz for so long.... I know though that he will be safe and cared for... I had this great blog in my history in case I died during surgery.. But then thought about how crazy that was... It did, however cause me to sit and reflect on people I needed to forgive, people I needed to let know how very much I love and treasure them. This week has been horrible.. We are so ready for light and spring...... Thank God it's finally here... I can't wait to get some down time in the next few days to hang out and read your blogs.... I have missed all of you and your daily words.....

Peace ~ Martina